Thoughts. I seriously have the craziest thought/thinking process ever. I think about the craziest and most random things. It's pretty insane. Lately, one thought has been, "Who am I?" I have 10 billion different lives planned for me... I have 4 different favorite colors... My favorite food changes all the time... My "style" changes all the time.. I can't seem to make up my mind on what in the world I'm going to do with my life.. I love change.. I love different cultures and countries.. Yet I absolutely LOVE being at home.. It's kind of like I'm just a big mess of Everything.
Which thankfully Terre Jasper just reaffirmed me that it's okay to be a mess, because I am His, with a capital H, mess. His as in the Savior or the Universe. He made me just like I am for a specific purpose. He knows exactly why I have 4 different favorite colors and he enjoys showing them to me in His creation. I really like how He brings out these different wacky things in me. It shows me how broad He is. Because I know there are people that are way different than me. So just think of how creative He is!
Pretty crazy huh. I really enjoy serving the God I serve. And I'm learning to love myself including my querky thought process.
.....just a thought ;)
1 comment:
Brennen you are my child lol God has gifted us with the crazy likes and dislikes and you have even more than me. I thank Him for you and your openess to share on this blog. Thank you for looking to Him for your answers. He will not let you down. I thank Terre' for sharing also because we are "His mess" and so many times I feel guilty but I should just be encouraged. I love you MOM
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